me and the sweet girl who cleaned my teeth.

I will write today about a nice young girl who helped me get over being scared of dentists.
she took very good care of me.and was very gental.I enjoyed talking to her.
we talked about family and interests.she lives about a hour from me.
and is blessed to live near the water.
she may call me later and do some more work for me.I will have to see.
pray for her cause she has her finals coming up for school she was alittle worryed.its 8 long hours of test.so please keep her in your prayers.her name is ashley.

THANK GOD FOR GOOD DAYS OR iD NOT BE ABLE TO MAKE IT!!!!



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NOW FOR THE CRAPY PART OF THE DAY!!!

keep me and my family in your prayers to.we got more bad news again today!!!
its as if we are on the devils hit list.we must be doing something right to be bugged so much.they say if you aint doing nothing for the Lord he {DEVIL} leaves you pretty much alone.
so we most be hitting a spot in his armer to get him all tee,d off.

well I believe the Lord has the last word so we will walk out of this with a new testimony.
like they say "you have to have a test to have a mony"!
so I will tell you how the Lord gets us out of this stinking mess.and fill you in about the mess then.I just need a vacation from crap.
I have to get the bumper sticker I told you about."some times I deal with so much crap,I feel like a farmer".
I think I will take a break for a while.

lets just say if you have family you havent heard from in over 20 years.make darn sure you know if you want to see them or not before you look them up.you may find you were blessed they were gone.
when someone passes away the rats crawl out of the wood work.and you find out who you can trust and who you cant.the people in your family may not be interested in your best interests.
I found that I have been blessed to be spared a big load of junk.but now its the saying "little rat crawl back under the rock you crawled out from under and leave me alone.

just cause you came from the same family doesnt mean you have the same heart or feelings.it just says you came from the same family.but then so did cain and able!!!and you know how that turned out.

I long for a place with no nuts running around.and where I can live my life without stupid people who only care about themselves.
boy you live and learn.I always said that with all the problems we have had with some of the long sleeve family members of my moms family.that when she passed, it would be the last time Id deal with them out of respect for mom.well I was right.as soon as all of this is over ,and mom,s wishes are carryed out it will be the last time Ill have anything to do with them.

life is hard enough with out having to deal with waco,s and fruit cakes.and believe me we have some real waco banana,s on her side.yicks I need a vacation!!!! good Lord what did I do to end up with these people to have to deal with?

Ill tell you one thing Lord "if your going to save them ,at lest put them on the far side of heaven on the hotter side so I dont have to ever see them."

why is it when money is conserned do the rats show up?they will get their dumb money!!!my mom put it down so they would.but NOOOO they have to gum up the works and cause problems.we could have had this all worked out already and every thing ready to hand out the cash and they have to contest the one handing out the cash.Good Lord give me mercy and grace.cause I need it!!!

LORD I NEED A WAY TO GET AWAY FOR A WHILE!!!I NEED ALSO TO BE SAVED FROM DEALING WITH WACO BANANAS AS WELL.now I wish I were a only child!!!what happened to that sweet little baby boy who was my brother?I know he doesnt believe in you Jesus.so thats part of it.but even evil people have love for their family.this part of the family has been a heart break for us for a long time.no matter what you do you cant please them or get along with them.what are we suppose to do?

sorry to share this with you but if I dont vent Ill blow up!!!!pray for us we need it.I wish I were able to just not have to deal with any of this part of the family.they cause so much stress and problems I can hardly see how they can live themselves.

I will say it again.
"thank God when I fell off the nut tree ,I was able to roll a long way away, till the Lord was able to put me on his tree!!!
some day Ill look back and maybe think this was funny.but today its far from funny.boy I need a break !!!!!


glad Iwas able to have a breath of fresh air for the weekend before the bomb hit today!

HAVE A GREAT WEEK.thanks for reading.I said Id tell you the truth here so I did.and not cover over and I will.so this is the mess here .