the dog days of summer.

or better known as pea soup and no swiming.
yuck yuck..the rivers and ponds look like pea soup.and smell like pea poop..
Anna and the boys and I went on an addventure looking for a place to swim..well it turned out its not so good to swim this time of year.the rivers and lakes are all full of alge..and they dont smell so good.

this is some of my treasures..the roses I picked up one day that lasted almost two week,s and my lamp that the girls and Lucy got me for mothers day one year.the two alabaster box,s from TBN my ministry partners..my Lilic candle from Em,s school sale.I have two of them.the other is vanilla and they both smell so good.the picture of Jesus is a pine nettle basket I made.and it is holding rose petals.
these things that sit by my bed.

this was on the side of the road on our way home.and being a eagle , had to stop to take its picture.it is pretty big..its for some new place they are making.wasnt the best looking eagle.but cool any way.
I have been busy lately.lucy and the girls em and sar bear came for a visit..so me and the rest of the family Anna,her hubby and the boys went on an addventure.we took Lucy,em and sar bear up to the bluff,s.they at lest got to see it.but it was raining alot.and they were not dressed warm.so they came running back to the car cold and wet.we stopped at a cheese store and Anna and hubby got some cheese curds.I brought meat sticks..Anna had good pop to.rootbeer,and orange cream.
we drove to some little stores and Lucy and Anna went in.I waited for one down the road and went in.alot of nice stuff.but I have no room.
I did see a sign Iam going to get just for a laugh.it said.
(men are idits,and I married their king.)

but to be fair I have to make one that says.
(God made women dumb so they would marry men.)
after all I was dumb enough to get married in the first place..
and lately its as dangerous as anything.
I been listening to the news about all the women getting killed by hubby,s and boyfriends.
and the single life looks so good to me.I will never trust my heart to a man again.I learned my lessen well.so I do learn from my mistakes..
wish I could say some good things about men.but I try to find good.but then I hear all the bad and it just makes me sick,its so sad.

men who cheat on their girlfriends over and over,and cant figure out why they drop them..men who kill off their PG girlfriend cause they dont want another child,cause they are married already..
on and on and on.men who kidnape and rape and kill little girls,or little boys.
hubbys who kill their wives cause their too dang cheap to get a divorce..I could go on and on..
so do I respect men?not any more.cause how do you know what one of them are just normal?these women married them thinking they were normal and they ended up dead.this is a evil perverted world we live in.
when someone can be killed and dumped into the water just cause your going to have a baby.just cause your skum bag hubby has a blond mistress. and he really doesnt want a child.like poor lacy peterson.or poor Lori hacking who,es old man was a fruit cake and living a lie.almost every day someone is being killed,by the nut cases in the world.

then there are people in the government who let a bridge kill people off.just cause they would rather spend the money on some thing else then to fix the bridge.and they would let a warning that the bridge wasnt safe go unheeded for 13 years.
Minnisota,s men did that..wonder how they will get around that one.with the people killed and injured from that mess?
I have found some men would rather have a house fall down around their heads then to fix the dumb thing.
what is it with people like that?
sad but there are other bridges in the USA that are just as bad or worse.and it takes a killing of others before they get off their stupid butts and do some thing.
the money is there from taxes and toll,s why isnt it being used?
people cross those bridges every day..what are they waiting for?another 40 some to be killed like on one of the bridges a few years ago.
yes men are idits!!!!I know some guys who let their wife and kids ride around on baild tires.but boy let their cars or truck s get just a little bare and they are johnny on the spot to fix them..but wife and kids have to wait tell they are sitting along the road some place..
so do I respect men?No..
do I think there are some good ones ?God I hope there is..or we are in for more killings and hell for woman..
are there bad women? yes and I dont respect those eather.
its just sad that people cant just get a divorce if they dont want to be with the person any more..its cheaper then spending the rest of your life in jail!!! .ya go down pay about 100 for the papers,wait six months and get the divorce.and for you cheating creeps you can still be running round while ya wait.
if ya have kids and dont want to pay child support then give up your rights to see them and you dont have to pay for them..you dont deserve to see them any way so let them alone.
just cause ya had sex dont make you a father!!!dont even make ya a good man.
yes I have a bad taste where some people are concerned..my father was a bad man in more ways then one.he cheated on my mom and molested me.
my step father was a very good man one of the very very few I have met in my life..
there were nice men years ago when I was young..my grandfather,and some of the men around where we lived.
but now days they are getting to be harder and harder to find.
I will hear a woman say Oh I have a good man.then you sit and listen to the guy a while and you know he has her blinded to the truth.or she is just lieing to her self..
it makes me sad to think things have fallen so low..
I hear about the things teens are up to now and it makes me wish I could keep my grandkids safe from heart break.but we all go through the crush stage..
just hope they dont have to go through the smashed stage..
I know one man I can trust my heart to..
and He is my hubby now.it says in Isaiah 54:4-6.
{Fear not;you will no longer live in shame.The shame of your youth and the sorrows of widowhood will be remembered no more,for your creator will be your husband.}
when I saw that in the bible I was over joyed.I knew no matter what I was never alone.and even if a man here on earth didnt want me Jesus did.
He loved me when I had no one to love me the way I should have been loved.
He thought I was still pretty when I was fat from having two children.He loved me when I lost all my hair when I had cancer.
He loved me when I lost all the weight and looked like warmed over death.He love me and never left me.He stood by me when my hubby was a drunk and treated me and my girls like dirt.
He loved me ,when the second one loved two other woman and not me.
He loved me, when the third one left me cause he would rather fantasize about weird stuff then to be with some one who loved him.
Yes He loved me through it all.He has been the only one who I could always count on.
He loves me!!!!
He is the only man who walked the face of this earth who I would ever trust my heart to.cause He is my creator.and He is my best friend,He is my savior and the Lord of my life.
He knows all my faults and loves me any way..
He knows my shape and still thinks I am pretty.
{I love you Jesus,your the love of my life.forgive me for looking to man for the love only your able to give.}

life is far too short to stick with someone who does not treat you right.or give you the respect you need.or the love you crave.everyone needs love.but not the kind that kills you or zap,s the life and joy out of you.

I see woman who stay with men who drink like fish and think its ok.while the poor woman and kids suffer cause they play second fiddle to a booze bottle.its not worth it.in the long run your life is gone and your bitter. for your life was spent with someone who did not treat you with respect.

God never intended for you to stay in a marriage where your either hurt or abused.that means mentaly,,emotionaly,or bodly..
when a man harms a woman he has lost his right to her.God never agree,s with being abusive..
and when a man run,s out and
cheats on his wife. God does not agree with that.or if a woman run,s out on her hubby..
when some one does that they have lost their right to the person.
unless the one cheated on is willing to take the cheater back ,if they realize they were wrong and ask for forgiveness and are done with ever doing that evil thing again.
problem with that is if the person isnt really sorry,or just uses it for mercy.
but you can tell those who learned their lesson..
and you can tell those who have not..
the Lord will show you the truth about a lost cause..if you ask him he will show you..he has done it for me and he would for you to..

PLEASE,PLEASE DO NOT STAY IN A RELATIONSHIP WHERE YOUR BEING HURT.OR CHEATED ON , OR BEING ABUSED.
GET HELP.TELL SOMEONE.
DONT LET YOUR CHILDERN LIVE IN A HOME LIKE THAT.IF YOU HAVE TO TAKE YOUR KIDS AND RUN .
THERE ARE PLACES THAT WILL HELP YOU.THE TELEPHONE BOOK HAS LISTINGS.CALL AND TELL THEM THAT THE HUBBY OR WIFE IS ABUSIVE AND YOU FEAR FOR YOUR LIFE.
THAT YOU NEED TO GET AWAY WHERE THEY CANT FIND YOU.AND THEY WILL HELP YOU.AND IF THEY WONT, KEEP CALLING TELL YOU FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL...DONT LIVE IN A PLACE WHERE YOU OR YOUR KIDS COULD BE HURT OR KILLED.LIFE IS TOO SHORT.
I know its scary to be alone.I been alone most of my life.its not easy..but Ill tell you some thing.its a whole lot better then being in a marriage or relationship from hell..
I dont know if any one who reads this is having theses problems or not?but I write this for those who may read it , that do ..

Jesus loves you and your family..He wants better for you..He does not like divorce,but he does not like men hurting and killing,or beating women either..he does not like women doing the same to men either.
Jesus came to tell us he wants us happy.not fearful for our lives.
no one should tell anyone to stay in a abusive relationship.no one,not your priest,paster,mother,father,their father or mother, friends,welfare worker,no one should tell you to stay..
if you fear for your life run....take what you can and run!!!!go as far and as fast as you can to where they cant find you.
God wants his children happy.not scared to death,or mistreated..
a wise man once said.
(do not invest your time or money in something that does not work!!!)
WE ARE COMPLETE IN JESUS..
NO PERSON MAKES US COMPLETE ..
if your alone Jesus will be your hubby..
believe me he is the best one you will ever find..and no man on earth can hold a candle to him.
and if ya do not know what that means.it means.
once you try Jesus as your husband you will never go back..
cause he is the best..
I have heard the same from other women to.
My granny use to have a saying ..she said it about my grandpa.but I use it for Jesus..
(once you have had the best why mess with the rest..)
thats as plain as I can say it..

NOTE FROM THE
WRITER .IF YOUR A GOOD MAN THEN GOOD FOR YOU!!!KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK..AND I WOULD SURE SHAKE YOUR HAND AND SAY GOOD TO MEET YOU.

BUT IF YOUR A DRUNK AND CAUSING YOUR FAMILY SORROW,SHAPE UP AND FLY RIGHT BEFORE THEY KICK YOUR WORTHLESS BUTT TO THE CURB..
IF YOUR A WOMAN BEATER OR CHILD ABUSER SHAPE UP BEFORE YOU HURT OR KILL THEM..LEAVE THEM GET AWAY FROM YOU,YOU DO NoT DESERVE THEM ANYWAY...
IF YOUR A CHEATER THEN LET YOUR WIFE GO FIND A GOOD MAN..HE WILL TREAT HER THE WAY SHE SHOULD BE TREATED.
OR IF YOUR CHEATING ON YOUR HUBBY,LET HIM FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT HIM AND LOVE HIM THE WAY HE SHOULD BE.OR GO BACK AND BEG FOR FORGIVENESS IF YOU HAVE LEARNED YOUR LESSON..

AND IF YOUR ON DRUGS THEN GET AWAY FROM YOUR FAMILY AND LET THEM LIVE A LIFE FREE FROM YOUR HELL..
AND GET YOUR SELF SOME HELP BEFORE YOU END UP DEAD..CAUSE YOU WILL BE IF KEEP ON THE WAY YOUR GOING..

THANKS TO THOSE WHO ARE READING MY BLOG.
I WILL BE BUSY AND ILL POST WHEN I CAN.
God bless have a great week..
I needed to vent.its hard to see so much pain and sorrow in this world.I pray for people I see who are having problem,s.but I tell them to leave if the relationship is not safe.too many women have died already.too many years,and time spent with people who do not know how to be in relationship,s.and I do not believe in staying just cause your married.some women stayed years ago with bad men because they did not have any where else to go.wonder how many died cause they were killed?because we did not have the means to find the truth back then like we do now.